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Name: Lauren
Birthday: 12/21/1985
Gender: Female
Interests: Not much just settling into our new apt. and tryna breathe easy.
Expertise: Cooking now! Lord ever since I've learned how to make MAC & CHEESE, its been an adventure.
Occupation: Administrative
Industry: Business
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Member Since:
3/29/2003
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| Well hello again my fellow earthlings...I've come back to visit. Well the least thats how it feels like. Like i've been gone to space and now i'm back on xanga..SILLY ME. But today me and bf are moving out to our apartment..WHOOPDIE DOO!!! There were so much shit going when we finally picked this apartment, things just came up on us outta the blues and we had to accomodate to everything with this apartment. It was a pain in the ass, all the trouble we went through with this apt. any other time we would've given up but i dunno why this time we just gave in to the goods and bads with this apt. Maybe we were exhausted from apt. hunting for the past 5 months or maybe there's something about this apt. that we're at least drawn to? O well watever the case is, we're signing the lease and moving in today. Here is where the journey officially begins for the both of us. Two of us finally taking on the responsibility of adulthood and facing the many many tribulations along the way. But i guess we're ready to take on the world. RIGHT? Lets just hope so. Well cheers to me and my beginning to start my own family. WISH ME LUCK GUYS. | | |
| I'm always updating late like months and months later. Well from the previous update alot has happened, to mention a few like school, baby, and family. Well i finally got myself into CCP registering 5 classes; all not so bad i'm actually do well in all except for Anthropology and Accounting cuz it seems like my damn bf can't seem to get me to class on time!! which is 8:00 in the morning! Damn bastard, now i'm on the verge of being dropped by my professor. Sucks ass though, cuz for a change i'm actually motivated and anticipating to go to class. Perhaps my mentality is changing due to the fact that I know I'm starting a lil family soon? Maybe? But anyways thats the deal with school. Now family on the other hand, its been very stressful, early last month i lost one of my close cousin due to a motorcycle accident. Very unexpected and hurts like hell, cuz this is the first time ever in my life to encounter a tragic lost closest in my life. So i'm really try to ease the pain and take it slow and hopes he finds GOD and stay well in the other life. In addition to, my real real family which includes mama , papa, and sibs. Lordy lord! Its been like hell so i finally came out to my sis in law. There weren't really any words of wisdom whatsoever it was just mad lecture and once again criticizing my life, education and my bf. Its just not healthy for me to cry every single night, but I'm trying really hard to fight the odds as much as I can, but sometimes it seems like they get the best of me, and thats when I become ultimately vulnerable. But at least i got my bf to support me. Couldn't ask for anything better. Most recently i've come to realize that sometimes the blessings that comes from just friends and outsiders are just good enough to keep you in high spirit and persevering. Cus i've encounter that alot with the NICE members and co-workers at my job. Most importantly the wonderful blessings from my bf side of the family and the dork himself. So i try to weigh the goods and bads to get an even concept of things. Well thats all for now folks. I'll try to keep more updated. | | |
| God I'm so stressed out..i got school coming up that i can't register for because stupid ass CCP never knows how to get their shit together. I regret fuckin up back @ Widener so much, cuz that school was where I spent fond memories making friends and experiencing the actual college life. Now its just so unofficial goin to CCP, so damn unorganized & unprofessional. Work! Now work is another story, you would think working @ a bank is a real sweet job cuz u simply sit there and do nothing but help customers?.....You thought wrong! Stupid ass job try to keep me busy doing tests and training programs all day, what a fuckin waste. I rather spend that time readin up on my notes or study, than to sit there and do bullshit work. Next....i got a very tiresome weight that I'm carrying, boy does that shit makes me feel drained..(if yall know what i'm tlkin about) Overall, I'm just so worn out...I truly need a vacation badly....thats only if my damn job lets me... | | |
| ITS BEEN A WHILE ALOT TO UPDATE, BUT IM JUST GONNA KEEP IT QUITE SHORT & SIMPLE.
1ST: LETS JUST START OFF WITH MY LIFE. WELL ITS BEEN STEADY, THINGS HAVEN'T BEEN THE MOST SMOOTHIEST THING I'VE ENCOUNTER, BUT I'M JUST TAKING THINGS SLOW.
2ND: MY FAMILY! WELLS ITS WONDERFUL NOW THAT I'M ABLE TO GO BACK HOME TO VISIT MY PARENT & THE SIBS. I'VE BEEN MISSING MY NEICES & NEPHEWS DEARLY. TO BE ABLE TO SLOWLY WORK MY WAY BACK HOME; I FELL VERY @ EASE. SO OVERALL ITS A GOOD FEELING.
3RD: MY RELATIONSHIP. THATS ANOTHER STORY. LOL SIKE. WELL WE BOTH HAVE DOING GREAT. WE'RE LEARNING TO COMMUNICATE BETTER AND LIKE ALWAYS WE'RE STRUGGLING TO BEAT AGAINST ALL ODDS. SO BASICALLY ME AND MY MAN ARE TRYING TO ACCOMPLISH ALL OUR GOALS TOGETHER.
WELL THE LAST GOOD NEWS IS FOR YOU GUYS TO FIGURE OUT. ITS NOT HARD I CHANGED MY XANGA SO YOU FIGURE IT OUT...WINK WINK..!! | | |
| I demand sum1 to change my xanga now! This shit looks so boring and unofficial...i need sumin sufficient! But bak on this thing again and updatin on my life. Whats new u might ask? Well 1st i gotta bf (whoa!) but yea gotta man now. Treats me very well, hope it remains this way for a while. You know how relationships are....all YIPPidy @ 1st and calm, drama doesn't comes in til 2-3 months afterwards, but o well i think i'm fallin in love for the 1st time so i dun care....Juz sittin here expecting the unexpected. But so far so GOOD! Hmmmm wat else we ll yea enrolled to CCP (so damn unofficial...fuckin bastard) but gotta do a semester there get straight A's & B's to transfer bak to WIDENER..WU all day! I hope i do good, i need sum type of motivation and no more PROCRASTINATION FOR ME...AHHH! But everything feels good, juz stressin ova $$ for books dats all, other then that i'm G-R-E-A-T! Here's a lil poem i wrote: *enjoy*
Trust iz the word i'm tryna establish on YOU
For me to have without a doubt that u will remain TRUE
For trust consist of Love,loyalty and respect
Of which i hope you are trustworthy enough to keep this whole relationship intact.
I ask for nothing superior then for ur faithfulness
And in return my adoration will be shown thru my selflessness
Continuously hoping for our feelings to linger mutually
To make it last from now til endlessly.. | | |
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